To be perfectly blunt:

I want my boyfriend back. For good. I am sick and tired of these stupid little games that we're playing with each other; no I really don't care, but I still want a certain aspect of our past relationship to still be on the menu, I just don't want to pay for it. Or, to use a better analogy; I want to use the runway and airspace without a flying contract. Well, you know what buddy??? You need an effing contract to use this airport. And I don't really want a contract with another airline thankyouverymuch. Just that one. Because the trial runways with other airlines were unsatisfactory and served nothing more to want to renew a contract with the previous airline. This new pilot I'm test running is inexperienced and causes the airport to be way ahead of schedule..... Dammit we want planes coming in ON TIME not FIVE EFFING HOURS AHEAD OF TIME. An hour long flight is supposed to take an hour, not five effing minutes. That was the shortest flight EVER. And I'm just going to bitch and moan about it. That was just ridiculous.... anywho, I am still very much a fan of the old airline and I've got to stop all this nonsense. It's time to play hardball. Either sign the contract or get out. Because I'm tired of hurting myself and analyzing over what your actions mean. At this point, nothing is better than something.....